Post by Costa on Sept 6, 2014 13:53:29 GMT -6
Last night I dreamed that my female professor kissed me. It went something like this:
She and I were standing in what seems like a kitchen in front of a window. We were alone together. In real life and in the dream I'm assuming, she has a boyfriend. She is about 10 years older than I am, so young for a professor. In the dream, she said something like "don't tell anyone." She leaned over to kiss me and we moved away from the window.
I have never been kissed/kissed anyone myself in real life. I've also never been in a relationship. In the dream it was my first kiss, so I didn't know what to do, so I just kinda stood there and let it happen. I was in shock. The kiss itself was warm and wet and passionate. Not a French kiss, but not a peck either. The even weirder part is that in the dream, I enjoyed this kiss. I felt all tingly in the dream, like something had awoken inside me.
I woke up feeling weird. As a female and potentially identifying as asexual/aromantic/attracted to males in more platonic ways, I asked myself whether or not I could be a lesbian. I don't know what my sexual orientation is! I never have thoughts of sex and it's not something that I particularly want to do, but I just thought that I'd stay away from labels because I don't know. Sex actually repulses me, but I'm still curious. When I think about sex it's usually about watching people I know have it and never myself. Not that I've ever seen people have it, I just imagine it.
In real life I am her TA and I've been thinking about the class all week because it's my first time being a TA, but never about her romantically until now because of the dream. I never think about females romantically, but I think about males as cute and adorable.
Interpretations?
She and I were standing in what seems like a kitchen in front of a window. We were alone together. In real life and in the dream I'm assuming, she has a boyfriend. She is about 10 years older than I am, so young for a professor. In the dream, she said something like "don't tell anyone." She leaned over to kiss me and we moved away from the window.
I have never been kissed/kissed anyone myself in real life. I've also never been in a relationship. In the dream it was my first kiss, so I didn't know what to do, so I just kinda stood there and let it happen. I was in shock. The kiss itself was warm and wet and passionate. Not a French kiss, but not a peck either. The even weirder part is that in the dream, I enjoyed this kiss. I felt all tingly in the dream, like something had awoken inside me.
I woke up feeling weird. As a female and potentially identifying as asexual/aromantic/attracted to males in more platonic ways, I asked myself whether or not I could be a lesbian. I don't know what my sexual orientation is! I never have thoughts of sex and it's not something that I particularly want to do, but I just thought that I'd stay away from labels because I don't know. Sex actually repulses me, but I'm still curious. When I think about sex it's usually about watching people I know have it and never myself. Not that I've ever seen people have it, I just imagine it.
In real life I am her TA and I've been thinking about the class all week because it's my first time being a TA, but never about her romantically until now because of the dream. I never think about females romantically, but I think about males as cute and adorable.
Interpretations?
Not very romantic, I'm afraid, but I've never pretended to be.