Post by southern_wild314 on Apr 9, 2015 13:31:19 GMT -6
So I've been boyish for as long as I can remember , ever since I was a kid... I liked playing with boy toys, liked to hangout with guys, and dress like one too. I started Identifying as bi when I was 13 and at 14, identified as a lesbian stud. Well, I've tried having sex with guys and never cared for it, but sex with a girl was AMAZING. Though, recently I had sex with a guy, no penetration, just oral. It was a bisexual friend of mine . We got drunk together and that's kinda what happened in an effort to see him and my gay friend have sex (yes I love watching guys have sex) anyway, they wanted me to sleep over and I'm glad that I didn't because the next morning, I felt VERY guilty and have been feeling guilty ever since. I've be questioning my sexuality because, why would I do that if I'm a lesbian? Am I really into guys , or am I taking a wild night to heart? I can't really imagine myself with a guy romanticly, but i don't know. The whole thing is so confusing and I feel like I don't want men or women... And I feel like I never want to have sex again. I don't know what to do. Any advice?