Transgender in danger

Hey how are you im transgender from jordan iv been threated by our family and my relatives to kill me cuz they discovered my relationship with my boyfriend and my boyfriend also threated by his family cuz the same reason .. and I cant continue my college cuz I ben kicked cuz how I look like and t.co/fMu6GorzAe boyfriend are living together in dangerous here in jordan I did not go outside my home cuz its danger if someone knows me see me even my boyfriend he works S adriver for an print shop and were so devastating and were terrefied were seekin asylum asap to protect our self theres alots of things happend I did not mentioned cuz its along story were seeking asylum plz help us .. 💔I did not tell the whole story cuz alots of things happens like were kicked out many times of our rented apartment cuz neighbours adoubt about me if im aboy or agirl .. they didnt knw about my situation even we tried to go to u.s they refused our visa applied cuz we told them that were goin to seek asylum n they refused and said that theirs aorgs could help us n weve searchin for any we found and org but they ddt help us they said that they will call us when the called us said that were helpin syrian m iraqian we cant help this cases .. we dont reali know how can we seek asylum .. I ben tourchered n raped from police men by takin me to an empty street in airport street in amman n he kicked me n takin off my outfit n had sex with me while I was screamin n he was threatin me by takin me to present if I screamed n also hes psrtner raped me n they left me in an empty place near to the main st n I struggled alit while I call my bf to come n take me n we ddt go to the police station cuz they knw how to keep them selves safe .. even ppl who left the dogs runnin behind me to make fun of me .. besides ppl who cussed me n kicked me with their shoulders while im walkin on street n ppl who wants to kicked me with their cars while they drivin many horrible things happend I just need help I dont wanna suicide I live such an animal without rights without job without freedom without life fears about everything scares about my family or any one knws me could see me n tell my family they will kill me cuz they knws everything even they hacked my insta f.c everything n seen my pictures and conversations with my friends and boyfriend .. they just want to kill me even my boyfriend has give all his properties to his family when they knwn about our relation n someone told his boss n he been kicked from his work as an accountant in science technology university in jordan .. we have all the proofs we need to tell the whole world that we need help plzzzzzzzzzz we need help 😢besides I have been sexually raped by the police several times and I can not complain because they threatened me I was beaten and harassed by my college students and blackmail and expulsion from my college was threatened by several people who lived with me as drug abusers were expelled from several houses because of my appearance I was threatened by my family and relatives because of them They discovered my mother was kidnapped by taxi drivers and they assaulted me physically and verbally. I was beaten in the street by people who hated my gendarmes and camouflaged their dogs to attack me so that people would laugh at me I need ur help thats all what im asking for plz help meeeee plzzzzzzzz