Post by Matt Stout on May 11, 2014 22:29:39 GMT -6
There is something I have been wanting to say... So here it goes:
So obviously that story is about me. I had seriously given up on the hope of finding a real relationship. I was sick of being hurt, and I was afraid to let my guard down again, in fear of getting hurt... again. Well you know what, I have learned that there is NO way Matt would ever hurt me. He will never leave me, our lives would not be complete without each other. I feel deep down inside me that Matt is my soulmate, and I know that someday I will marry this man, and my dreams will come true.
What's the point in this story you may ask? The point is ... NEVER give up. Just because on relationship does not work out, does not mean that there is no hope for you. Just because 34315416 relationships do not work out, does not mean that there is not hope for you. Just keep your head held high, and NEVER give up. You too will find your soul mate, and you will live happily ever after as well!
~Matt
Once upon a time there was this little boy... Who watched time and time again on TV these "Happy Couples" There was the man, and the woman, and the kids, and the house with the little picket fences... This little boy was taught every day that, that is how life is suppose to be. You get married, you go to work, you go to church 3 times a week, and when you die you go to this place called heaven where all your dead friends and family will be. Sadly this little boy always knew something wasn't right... He wanted the kids, and the house, but he didn't want a wife. But this little boy had been taught his entire life that "gays" were ungodly, and would send you straight to hell. So this little boy became scared. He didn't know who he was, or what he was going to do. Finally MANY years later the little boy, who had grown up into a young adult, finally admitted to himself, and the world that he was gay. Instantly his life was turned upside down, lost his family, and majority of his friends. . . And started to worry... That perfect life he had always dreamed of, was nothing more than a distant thought soon to be lost. After many failed attempts at a relationship that young man finally gave up on his dream of the perfect life. Failed relationship, after failed relationship, after failed relationship... He was finally gave up on his dream, and was starting to give up on the possibility of a real relationship in the gay community. It seemed that all the gay community wanted were one night stands, and that was just not his cup of tea. Finally, at the age of 25 this young man met a guy... A guy that was the most amazingly breathtakingly beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on. These two men instantly hit it off. Their conversations were amazing, their dates were fantastic, and they were finding more and more random reasons to need to spend time with each other. This man made all of the insecurities, and doubts fly away. Now that dream came back, it features two happily married men, their beautiful children, and a beautiful house.
So obviously that story is about me. I had seriously given up on the hope of finding a real relationship. I was sick of being hurt, and I was afraid to let my guard down again, in fear of getting hurt... again. Well you know what, I have learned that there is NO way Matt would ever hurt me. He will never leave me, our lives would not be complete without each other. I feel deep down inside me that Matt is my soulmate, and I know that someday I will marry this man, and my dreams will come true.
What's the point in this story you may ask? The point is ... NEVER give up. Just because on relationship does not work out, does not mean that there is no hope for you. Just because 34315416 relationships do not work out, does not mean that there is not hope for you. Just keep your head held high, and NEVER give up. You too will find your soul mate, and you will live happily ever after as well!
~Matt
