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Post by Matt Stout on May 1, 2014 14:53:54 GMT -6
B, I have decided that when Matt and I do have children, (yes when, not if, because it WILL happen) I've already decided that we were both going to donate, so that the kid would seriously be both of ours!  And YAY!!!! I loved Matt Squared!!! I really can not imagine my life without him. I have never been this happy. I seriously bounce up and down like a little kid when he gets home! I stand at the door and wait for him every day! I can't WONT imagine my life any other way! ~Matt |
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Post by lordcurtis on May 1, 2014 22:10:36 GMT -6
My rant for the day. I HATE the gay males who give others a bad name. I'm talking about the ones who have slept with everyone you know. I'm not saying sex is bad, but when you have 40+ partners before you are 21, that is bad. I hate the fact that a majority (from my observation)of gay men feel it necessary to sleep around 24/7!
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Post by Matt Stout on May 1, 2014 22:22:26 GMT -6
You have to understand that EVERYONE will go through their "Slut phase" they will sleep around A LOT before they decided that they really want to settle down. Seriously every gay man I have met (aside from Matt) has had AT LEAST 40+ sexual partners. There are SEVERAL I have met that have had enough sexual partners to put them into the hundreds. . . Seriously though... The "Slut Phase" is Normal...? No... its expected now days. I just wish it did not have to be that way. I am thankful to have Matt who has not ... "Been around the block" and is MADLY in love with me, and wants no one else but me. I guess I must be doing something right...
~Matt
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Post by n8vdude on May 1, 2014 22:31:28 GMT -6
Hate to break it to ya but in the gay world sex equates to a handshake (doesn't have to, but more often than not, it does) -- that was going around long before I came on the scene (oh, look, that was a pun) and it'll probably be that way long after we've taken our last breaths. We're men. It's really what we're built to do. I am not saying you can't aspire to something else, something that has some lasting foundation to it. But I've learned (in my now many years wandering the gay ghetto) that there is an element of our maleness that some of us are quite comfortable with - physiologically we are born to breed - it's our lot in life. Some boys never grow up enough to temper that with other offerings. I tend not to hold it against them. The reason why? Because all it takes away is from you. Your energy in having feelings over it. Of ranting the 'why' and 'wherefore's' of it all. (I am not saying you're a blithering idiot lying in a puddle on the floor over it, but hey, the post is there so it concerns you on some real level). My advice, just put it down - it'll only wear you down. You can't change what isn't directly a part of you. Sure you can influence it, perhaps. But is that where you want to spend your energy? I'd like to think that given your keen sense of judgement and no doubt higher standards, that it's all not worth your bother.
But hey, I'm just an old guy with a grandkid - the pariah of the gay circuit. So what do I know, right?
-B.
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Post by Matt Stout on May 6, 2014 22:33:44 GMT -6
SHE DOESNT EVEN GO HERE.
~Matt
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Post by Matt Stout on May 10, 2014 2:23:33 GMT -6
By all means... Please.. Go out to eat... Spend over $150.00 and leave your sever $5.00... Ugh... Sometimes I hate people.
~Matt
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Post by Matt Stout on May 18, 2014 21:01:07 GMT -6
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?! Matt and I were... Yeah... and bitch broke my nose!!! Are you kidding me?!
~Matt
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Post by Morgan on May 26, 2014 21:32:38 GMT -6
I hate having random busts of energy mixed with major crashes. Had a mostly good day, but then it's been tiny ups and major downs since afternoon. I'm increasing my medication every week, so it's going to be like this for a while. Every time it starts to get better, back to square one. Not being able to think might be the worst of all. UGH.
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Post by Matt Stout on May 26, 2014 21:49:41 GMT -6
I hate having random busts of energy mixed with major crashes. Had a mostly good day, but then it's been tiny ups and major downs since afternoon. I'm increasing my medication every week, so it's going to be like this for a while. Every time it starts to get better, back to square one. Not being able to think might be the worst of all. UGH. I HATE having random burst of energy. They always seem to come at night time! My mind races 5487980450 miles an hour, and just wont shut down.  Hopefully it will get better for both of us! ~Matt |
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Post by Morgan on May 30, 2014 22:11:06 GMT -6
I hate having random busts of energy mixed with major crashes. Had a mostly good day, but then it's been tiny ups and major downs since afternoon. I'm increasing my medication every week, so it's going to be like this for a while. Every time it starts to get better, back to square one. Not being able to think might be the worst of all. UGH. I HATE having random burst of energy. They always seem to come at night time! My mind races 5487980450 miles an hour, and just wont shut down. Hopefully it will get better for both of us! ~Matt It's horrible! My mind does that, too. It just never shuts down! The medication makes it worse because it leaves me drained physically, but my mind is still racing but I'll have no outlet until I get a burst of energy and it's usually inconvenient. My rant right now is kind of related - I feel like writing. I'm a writer and it's how I get by, but my medication is currently impacting me to the point I can't write well (thought-wise). I feel like collaborating would be nice, but I'm not able to commit to anything serious, for obvious reasons, and everyone else I know I'm just not in the mood to work with. Writers can be really dramatic and certain ones I've worked with before I don't want to put myself in that situation when I'm this unstable (oddly enough, most are editors I've worked with). I also don't really know what I want to write. I have some WIPs that I'm on "leave" from, due to the medication issues, but I want something new. It's hard to find that spark with people and the person I usually have no problem working with has no phone and is who knows where, so that's obviously out. |
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Hopefully it will get better for both of us!