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Post by issasera on Oct 13, 2014 3:32:04 GMT -6
Why i called it classic.. Because idk.. Maybe it have been happened to all of you here.. Or not. I ve been best friend with a girl.. But i never assume she is my bff until know...because i already falling with her since the day i met her. We became closer because she treat me like her sister so does her family. I even sometimes live in her house with her family too.. As time goes by, my love get bigger n bigger. N finally come this time. She has boyfriend. I am a bi, i think. She knew about me that i like girl..and i already told her that i like her the way boy like girl. She didnt mind it. She still treat me as her sister. The hurt thing is.. Now she has a bf.. And she won't me leave her although she knew about me.. Its so hurt. Because she said.. I am the only one bff she ever had and she won't loose me.
Anyone. I need your advice. I know i have to be strong.. And one thing. I am a moslem. You know (for some moslem members here i think they are alrady now its restricted to be a gay/less/bi). I want to get strong. But sometimes i can't ..i even cry at night.. Or just cry inside. Thx u
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Post by Racheal Acuff on Oct 13, 2014 13:19:57 GMT -6
Why i called it classic.. Because idk.. Maybe it have been happened to all of you here.. Or not. I ve been best friend with a girl.. But i never assume she is my bff until know...because i already falling with her since the day i met her. We became closer because she treat me like her sister so does her family. I even sometimes live in her house with her family too.. As time goes by, my love get bigger n bigger. N finally come this time. She has boyfriend. I am a bi, i think. She knew about me that i like girl..and i already told her that i like her the way boy like girl. She didnt mind it. She still treat me as her sister. The hurt thing is.. Now she has a bf.. And she won't me leave her although she knew about me.. Its so hurt. Because she said.. I am the only one bff she ever had and she won't loose me. Anyone. I need your advice. I know i have to be strong.. And one thing. I am a moslem. You know (for some moslem members here i think they are alrady now its restricted to be a gay/less/bi). I want to get strong. But sometimes i can't ..i even cry at night.. Or just cry inside. Thx u I'm really sorry for everything you are going through right now, feeling the way you feel for your best friend and knowing that it can't be acted upon right now due to circumstance has to be one of the hardest things to experience. I know that in your culture your feelings are highly looked down upon which makes it even more difficult to truly pursue happiness but the best advice I can give you is stay strong and always be yourself no matter what! good things will come to you, but you have to keep your head up and push on. We will be here for you every step of the way and be the best support system we can be. Please let us know what we can do to help! Much Love, Rae**
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Post by issasera on Oct 13, 2014 16:22:56 GMT -6
Thx u rae.. I know i have to keep strong.. N finally i found a place to share my mind. Honestly.. I wanna change being normal.. I am bi.. The chance being normal is possible.. But nor now.. My feeling is so.... Mess.
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