Post by loulou1988 on Dec 4, 2014 5:08:21 GMT -6
Hi my name is Lou And im from Holland, so sorry of my writing is not good.
Im confused! I always tought i whas bi sexual but im starting to think im a lesbian..
At the age of 16 i had a girlfriend And she made me feel Like im someone, something
Unfortunately we broke up after 11 months.
After that time i have only been dating boys.
Now 10 years later i met a woman, And she is awsome! Makes me feel Like im special in stead of a sex toy. She listnens to me And respects me,
A few years ago i lived together with a man And the result of that is that i became physicaly ill. I dont think i loved HIM ️or even whas in love, i just pretended so for the rest of the world. I never enjoyd sleeping with HIM And tryed to run away in stead of going home.
Now things have changed! The girl i met, i want to be with her Every second of the day, want to show her to the world And for the first time in my life i dream of marrige!
What the hell am i? IT scares the hell out of me
Im confused! I always tought i whas bi sexual but im starting to think im a lesbian..
At the age of 16 i had a girlfriend And she made me feel Like im someone, something
Unfortunately we broke up after 11 months.
After that time i have only been dating boys.
Now 10 years later i met a woman, And she is awsome! Makes me feel Like im special in stead of a sex toy. She listnens to me And respects me,
A few years ago i lived together with a man And the result of that is that i became physicaly ill. I dont think i loved HIM ️or even whas in love, i just pretended so for the rest of the world. I never enjoyd sleeping with HIM And tryed to run away in stead of going home.
Now things have changed! The girl i met, i want to be with her Every second of the day, want to show her to the world And for the first time in my life i dream of marrige!
What the hell am i? IT scares the hell out of me
