Confused

So.. I dunno if this is the right place to be posting but.. it says judgement free. I'm 22, I have a penis, I love women's clothing but it goes deeper than that. I sometimes hate my body, like when I look in the mirror it just doesn't look right and it's frustrating. Sometimes when I'm not thinking about it I feel okay but it never really goes away. Underneath everything, theres this little piece in my brain and heart that don't fit. Wrong body? I guess that sounds right, but it makes me feel guilty and sad as well.