Post by vickiinaee on Jun 17, 2015 4:20:02 GMT -6
Hey, My Name Is Vicky. I'm New, As You Can Tell. I've Been Unsure About The Extent Of My Sexuality For Some Time Now. I Grew Up As A Major Tomboy, Only Hung With Boys, Getting Dirty, Playing Sports, Just About Everything. When I Was Younger, I Was Always Teased And Laughed At For Being Less Of A Girl And More Like A Boy. It Didn't Bother Me Cause All I Was Doing Was Enjoying My Friends. As I Got Older, I Became Attracted To Guys, But Still Very Much A Tomboy. I Had My Son At 17, Best Give Anyone Could Give Me. But Around 18 Or 19 I Began Questioning My Sexuality. I Did When I Was Younger But I Blocked It Out,To The Point I Was Avoiding What I Thought Was Bad Thoughts. But Over The Past 3 Years, I've Seen Women Who I've Found To Be Attractive. Both Femme And Stud Styles. I Began To Get This Strange Feeling, But Unsure How To Act Upon It. The Same Feeling I Get When I'm Around A Guy, Who I Really Like But Too Shy To Say Hello. I Start Looking Then Looking Away, Only To See If They See Me Too. I Love Guys, I've Experienced Being Comfortable With Them. I Have Not With Women But I Still Run Across Women Who Make Look Twice, Make Me Wonder If They Notice Me, Make Me Shy When I Know I Can Speak. I Wanna Say I'm Bisexual But It Could Also Be In My Head. Maybe I Just Admire Women's Beauty. Maybe It's Only A Fantasy. I'm Not For Sure, But Too Afraid To Try Because I'm So Inexperienced. I Don't Know How To Go About These Type Of Things. I'm So New At This. Scared To Be Not Enough. Is There Any Advice Someone Could Give Me??