Greetings and a story

Hello everyone I'm just your... well not exactly average bisexual guy. For instance, one of my defining attributes, is my dark and mysterious manner in social situations, which you can probably see, doesn't really go well with today's world. Being feared, hated, and ignored by society really makes you see the world differently, than there is that one moment when everything clicks into place and you realize, life is about helping others, keeping them from making bad decisions. But back to what you probably came here to read. I discovered I was bisexual about half a year ago, I had recently broken away from my family's religion (its not against the rules if I say that right?) And was reminiscing on my past, and it accured to me, there are two boys I always got the butterfly's around, one was gay, the other bi. I felt it again, but this time my mind was telling me "just walk up and say hi, its not like he hates you." But due to the above mentioned behavior, I never had the guts. When I came out to my friends, I was met with mostly positive responses, ironicly enough my friend from the track team, with gorgeous abs, always acts weird around me now ever since than. But when somof my family found out... That's a different story. I actually came out to my sister, she said and I qoute "No one is really bisexual, they are just confused." But other than that, she was okay with it. My mother... well she found out because my friend's mom accidentally told her. My mom told me "you are NOT bisexual you're just going through a phase and looking for labels." This led me to not want to tell my (divorced) father, and I still have that fear as I'm typing this. If you read this far, thank you. You are a very kind soul. I guess I came here to get advice on how to handle some of these problems in my life, and hopefully help others with problems too. Thank you for reading again.


-Ark