Break-Ups Are Hard

UPDATE:

So, my ex messaged me the other day, telling me how "sorry" he was, how much regret he has and how he wants me to still be in his life as friends and "see what happens". Literally, I read these messages and I have never been happier in my entire life. Not because I want him back, but because it's great to see the man you loved and the man who abandoned you feel guilty for it. Maybe that makes me a sociopath or something but I felt like I could finally move on.

as for the 5HTP, I've been trying it for a few weeks now and it is making a subtle difference! thanks for the recommendation